we're best friends right

Now we've wrapped the past up in broken glass///And when you speak my name you shudder

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 05:10:12 GMT

Oh comely, I will be with you when you lose your breath,
Chasing the only meaningful memory you thought you had left.
With some pretty, bright and bubbly terrible scene
That was doing her thing on your chest.

But oh comely,
It isn't as pretty as you'd like to guess
In your memory, you're drunk on your awe, to me
It doesn't mean anything at all.

Oh comely,
All of your friends are all letting you blow,
Bristling and ugly, bursting with fruits falling out from the holes
Of some pretty, bright, and bubbly friend
You could need to say comforting things in your ear

But oh comely,
There isn't such one friend that you could find here.
Standing next to me,
He's only my enemy
I'll crush him with everything I own.

Say what you want to say
Hang for your hollow ways
Moving your mouth to pull out
All your miracles aimed for me.

Your father made fetuses with flesh licking ladies,
While you and your mother were asleep in the trailer park.
Thunderous sparks from the dark of the stadiums,
The music and medicine you needed for comforting.
So make all your fat fleshy fingers to moving,
And pluck all your silly strings, bend all your notes for me.
Soft silly music is meaningful magical,
The movements were beautiful, all in your ovaries.
All of them milking with green fleshy flowers,
While powerful pistons were sugary sweet machines.
Smelling of semen all under the garden
Was all you were needing when you still believed in me

Say what your want to say.
Hang for your hollow ways.
Moving your mouth to pull out
All your miracles aimed for me.

And I know they buried her body with others,
Her sister and mother and five-hundred families.
And will she remember me fifty years later?
I wished I could save her in some sort of time machine.

Know all your enemies.

We know who our enemies are.

Goldaline, my dear,
We will fold and freeze together
Far away from here.
There is sun and spring and green forever.

But now we move to feel for ourselves inside some stranger's stomach.

Place your body here,
Let your skin begin to blend itself with mine.

* X <3

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 05:38:22 GMT

We'll bathe in rose petals, red
And lie in violet lilac beds
And through the darkness of the night
We'll watch our future shining bright
And out of everyone I've met
It's you I can't forget

And there was a time my heart was aching
Yes there was the day I swore it was breaking
Under a lucky star our love was born brand new

And in the shadows of the night
I'll trace your silhouette in candlelight
And if you fall asleep when you rise
I'll be there to kiss your eyes

And now my heart is in your hand
So baby, understand

And there was a time my heart was aching
Yes there was the day I swore it was breaking
Under a lucky star our love was born brand new

So don't cry, Angel
I will stay the whole night through
Forevermore, I'll be loving you

And there was a time my heart was aching
Yes there was the day I swore it was breaking
Under a lucky star our love was born brand new

So don't cry, Angel
I will stay the whole night through
Forevermore, I'll be loving you

Forevermore, I'll be loving you

Forever n Bliss

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 05:01:34 GMT

oh my it is good to be a working woman.
hanging out with becca and j dirt and EVERYTHING is great!
school lab
Mim brought me subway
i think i am getting a sore throat.
i REALLY miss eli and wish i could see hime now.
we tried the new panera sandwich this morning.
today i made some eye fluids for eye surgeries.
i look like a bunny in my white surgery gown or like an ET person
oh bummer we missed conan :( sad face
HAHAHAHA
trying to get physics done and finished.
almost done.
i got my flu shot today yayayayay
I love You Eli

i no that u cant be here now.

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 06:33:39 GMT

good morning sunshine.
feeling ill
plain day school work
hott lesbian date
grandpa sleeing in my bed with a respirator and his wife
what a messed up surprize to come home to.
i want to find my place and be content with everything in my life.
i need to get to that point.
i had ditched my friends twice today
once the chocolate chip pancakes breakfast plus ride to school
and the other
gossip girl night plus the office and hair curling.
but /// i am glad i went to steak n shake instead.
i feel tons better now.
tons a lot.

Gee its been a lovely DAY!

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 05:29:55 GMT

i had so much fun today and...
I'M ON FIRE!!!!!!!

friday physics, rain, Nap, steak n shake-
celerated mims birthday at church had a blast baked a cake
read about dorcas
and mim had a party hat balloons streamers and all that jazz
we hung out with my family til one
lexi and i did the dishes-
she is the lil sister i never had

love woke me up this morning-
and we went to get my hair done
it looks EXACTLY like how i wanted it to be
its perfect
i give mindy a ten
she is realll nice and i loved talking to her
we had so much to talk about.
and plenty of time to talk lol
hair took three hours.
eli and i went to one world and he fed me hummus
like in the kitchen that one time.
Their pizza is way good
i saw pw there.
we went to sallys and got hair supplies
went to the mall shopped forever
got lots of clothes and some shoes and video games.
we hung out for a lil while and i went home
put blue in LEXI'S hair. it looks gooood.
then i pierced her lip.
it looks GOOOD.
her mom is going to be so mad at me.
oh well: it loooks goood.
liz got me an awesome birthday present
i will take her to skin dimensions and get her a starter kit of
bare minerals.

I feel atop the world =)
popcorn and biggest loser
we played clue with dalton and his new gf shannon
dalton won BOO!
eel went to kody's to plan the NYC trip
dad came home late from work.
we did hair facials and put stars on our nails
we are having a sleep over and both have love on our pj pants.

will this ever end?

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 04:20:17 GMT

I got hurt feelings, I got hurt feelings
I've Got Hurt Feelings, I've Got Hurt Feelings
I've Got Hurt Feelings, I've Got Hurt Feelings
I can pose for you.
Oh no thanks
I've Got Hurt Feelings, I've Got Hurt Feelings
I've Got Hurt Feelings, I've Got Hurt Feelings, Hurt Feelings
I got hurt feelings, I got hurt feelings.
They’re all lined up to watch that movie
“Maid in Manhattan.”
Have you even been told that your @ss is too big?
Have you ever been asked if your hair is a wig?
Have you ever been told you’re mediocre in bed?
Have you ever been told you’ve got a weird-shaped head?
Has your family ever forgotten you and driven away?
Once again, they forgot about J
Were you ever called “homo” ‘cuz at school you took drama?
Have you ever been told that you look like a llama?

Have you ever been made fun of cause of where you were from?
Have you ever been dissed over the intercom?
Have you ever found a gift you've given thrown away?
Have you ever been told that your the wrong shape?
Have you ever been told that your Ms.New Zealand?
Have you ever had hurt feelings?

Tears of a rapper (tears of a rapper),
I’m crying tears of a rapper
Tears of a rapper

Mind over matter unless there is too much matter

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 14:52:32 GMT

today has had great beginnings
beca made me pancakes
rachael made me eggs
j dirt braided my hair real pretty for school

its 10 am and my work is turned in
i had panera coffee
i am going to meet rach and becca in the cafe

you are a slatternly woman

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 01:43:06 GMT

eli likes my white shirt<3

I am looking forward to the future.

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 03:56:46 GMT

i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.

he keeps me in a constant state of happiness.

=)
although we have lost some: being, josh sam eric mark
we have suddenly gained some: dawn, melieah, Audie, Abby, Lexi
church was fun we made pots out of play dough.
eli made popcorn for the kids.
Its so strange how grown up the two oldest girls are.
I want more then anything for us to bond.
i babysat last night and miriah had a bloody nose.
zander kept singing about how
he loves to p00p on the babysitter.

I napped then hung out with eli and my family.
i like dalton's friend lauren she is pretty nice.
weekends go by too fast

LJ--- Thankyou for being a friend

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 05:06:50 GMT

And sometimes when you're on
You're really fuckin on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fuckin cheap

somebody pinch me!

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 15:23:55 GMT

this isn't
happening
happening
happening
happening
happening

it. is.

long ago--- in a not so distant memory

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 03:41:52 GMT

And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead.

Definately Taking the Path Less Traveled By!!!!

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 00:44:22 GMT

hey hey HEY!
today was excellent.
love woke me up with morning!
and made me a smiling face breakfast
and good coffee.
i was late b/c traffic.
i really love physics.
i like my teachers for physics-
went to andersons
picked up a stray and the cops pulled up questioning him.
we went to jimmy johns and then the dog park
hiked all over the woods with becca and ryan phillips
got muddy scratched up and soaked on the trail
not an established trail.
beautiful DAY =)
we dropped off ryan and made my appointment at sculptures-
we read the film chapters out loud to eachother and the sociology book
i cant say that word for the life of me!
ice cream and beef jerky.
made massage appointments.
i miss grandma barney
colby killed two people he is not in jail.
sept 23 is blink in which billy got more tickets
BUT it is also la dispute plaing in IL
i feel left out often.
but then i see how my ma is left out of her grandbabie's life NOW that
is pretty messed up / way more hurtful sort of left out.

lets get sentimental.

11:11 you know what that means ;)

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 04:17:55 GMT

it is the wishing time.
carpool with becca and rachael
alternating drivers had panera
guys cleaned out the cobwebs.
i loved school its awesome to have becca and rachael in 3 out of 4 of my classes.
all my teachers were decent.
tomorrow i have a physics lecture and lab that i missed on monday.
its an inferno up here.
i am crossing off my to-do list little by little.
bought/sold books today.
mailed off that rebate.
called about taxes.
missed big brother for good reason.
my boy made me an amazing brinner.
had some of sarahs yum peach cobbler.
called my ma--- gpa had some biopsy today

And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead.

yesterday:wake school library bar louie with caleb
went to rach's for the movie obsessed with dirty her and becca and russ
went to BWW with elI threw a sword into a spiderweb
and then went to the 'park' AFter dark.
it doesnt look much like a park.

tonight we RIDE

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 11:50:43 GMT

dreading school in everyway possible.
riding with rach and beca
i hate driving so i won't
ughh i dont want to go.

this is whats up

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 00:21:19 GMT

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you are such a FREAK

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 19:07:18 GMT

-seriously-

(more tickets for blink in september
playing with weezer.
BLINK 182 IS AWESOME!)

puppy chow-sammy-& the babe

this is how it works:
kiss me and i will be yours forever.

----Don't explain yourself 'cause talk is cheap
There's more important things than hearing you speak
hahahahahaha
----

Gomen nasais
Mujhe maaf kardo
Przepraszam
Sli'kha

Boring----

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 19:36:16 GMT

thursday i worked from 6-3 at the hospital.
hung out with liz
picked up icc books and had panera.
hung out with liz the baby and mondo.
went home
watched big brother with eli and went to liz's -then beccas
i left beccas and went to cody's party.
at that country club
it was crazieness. dajn alisha jray were there
half a million people were there
i started throwing up so much-
it wasnt cuz of alcohol
beer pong flippy cup-
nah,
i felt sick because that fat chick is vomit inducing
what fat chick isnt? ha
-"You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fucking sick to my stomache
everytime i think of you i puke"
grosses me out - i had nightmares.
friday i worked 6 am - 9 pm with a short hour nap between jobs.
i had a pretty fun day.
dispensing drugs then going to try and learn the new system.
K after work eli and i went to see
Inglorious Basterds and it WAS AMAZING
I LOVE LOVE LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to see it again soon!
easily the best movie of the century

i ' m on fire. i ' m not a skeezebitty. i ' m not a hoe puppet

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 09:19:45 GMT

I GOT NO REGRET RIGHT NOW
Fuck it, it's such a blur (I’m feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I’m feeling this)

Friday:
i got dolled up for our 6 months date
and he looked realll good
we went to the fish house
that i've been dying to try.
it was perfect! classy place
and my flowers were hottpinkandred
REALLY TRULY LOVELY batch of painted flowers
i ordered prawn- very good!
there were people over and a fire
and smores and *lemonade*
and pineapple express was good
green goblin's son
we woke up and went to my work meeting a half hour early.
slept in the car
steve didnt let anyone get a word in
steve is an awful name YUCK for any steve i have ever met!
and marjee had something to say about everything
i got an award for passing this test.
i get a pay increase b/c of it. woot
jane took me to mims i slept til billy picked me up.
helped my mom move stuff.
we left around two.
i got panera and lost my keys
he stole straws.
always stealin things.
we made good time.
the sweet people next to us gave me pink *lemonade*
i met rach allie becca john devan bryce and abby in there.
i got a hoodie and accidently took two bracelets and
gave one back.
panic and fall out boy sucked like i guessed they would ha.
terrible.
bearable though- definately bearable!
fob's stage performance wasn't bad.
i keep killin bugs on my screen that are swarming around.
I WAS FILLED WITH EXCITEMENT FROM HEAD TO TOE
during blink
I LOVE THEM!!! so freaking much!
yeahhheyeahahhh
i love blink times a million!*!*!!*!
travis' drum solo SO AMAZING and hip-hop
oh my!
so many awesome songs!
took us forever to get home
waiting in line to get out billy was beer bonging.
jon drove my car home!!!!!
which was gr8 cuz i dont have cruze and i didnt want to drive much
i drove over a median and got in the wrong part of the drive thru ha/
billy got lost on the way home from lc
auster went crazy
i made it home at 5 am/
woke up for church picked up wade and dalton drove
we made the sermon part and
brandy was there
we went to co-op and denny's yuck denny's
i took a nap then went to flat top with eli
later on i went to see perfect getaway with caleb nick and 3 girls.it was a weird movie didnt make much since.
hung out at the lake.
and i didnt wake anyone up when i got home.
got 3 hours of sleep and went to work
forgot to take my nose ring out=
not on the schedule much
work is awesome at the hospital i love it!
monday: worked then dishes we had steak @ my pops
and he got me an amazing new phone
it lights up like fireworks
takes incredible pictures
good phone. rhythm- :)
tuesday: BEST EPISODE OF BIG BROTHER thus far in 11
we watched spider man.
wed: morning tyme !
i liked my morning til work
at 1 . we got trained on the new system
we go live tomorrow!
got invited to cody's party tonight.
the cool kids will be there.
i have laundry to do instead.
Tomorrow i get paid i think?
no... that is not what i am in to // at all.
no thanks for me yuck. on second thought.
yeahh i will take one of those slutz.
i held jade and played with her.
talking to rachael now
we are cutting our hair off together
yay.
hanging out with liz after work tomorrow !

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me
I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you
The season / is calling / your pictures / are falling down
Well I guess this is growing up

Like violence you kill me, forever and after.

i picked up the pieces of my broken ego
i have finally made my peace as far as you and me go.

.ha.
My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much

for dead legs come alive, for dead legs come alive.

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 04:34:46 GMT

getting ready for work i was thinking about how much i missed my grandma barney
on the way to work i saw a license plate that read -gdma b-
WOW everyone called her grandma b
=)
R.I.P. grandma Barney

i knew someone's birthday was this month but i couldnt THINK OF WHOSE!!! so frustrating-
anyway///
i get to work dalton texts me that today was jacks birthday!
so tomorrow i am taking him and dalton to the zoo to pet LIVE BABY CUBS =)
ahhhh i am excited.
last few months I have been living with this couple-
Yeah, you know, the kind who buy everything in doubles-
you know?
techs/pharmacists at the hospital job invited me to see bubblegum jack
i babysit whenever they play
but this saturday i am going to Blink with Billy.
becca allie lane and others are going to that show too
it'll be amazing! blink is awesome
I went in surgery and cath lab today : IT DOESN't get much more exciting than that.
i love that job with my bunny suit. and its just awesome!
saw dam today
not much said there. eh
i left there to work at krogers
where we were insanley busy
met thee debbie esteppe FINALLY!
went on break with jesse and our conversation really made me think
about decisions i've made.
your crooked teeth
i hate iCarly i'm glad its off the air.
i can't control how i feel.
i can't just make carly shay not bother me.
i wouldnt wanna be that bitch for a day.
i hate adding ppl on facebook out of obligation.
i paid $30 for a charger that just broke i don't need it im getting a new phone soon.
that just bugs me. i havent had it long and it already broke.
i had three cells on me to confuse me cuz various people had the numbers and
so i carried all three in my lab coats today ha. and even now i missed two calls on the other phone from earlier gahhh.
after work double d's
with eli talked to carissa hannah and kara ! *
had icecream with eli keith and his girl
\
i am going to have some fat paychecks i can't wait
my to-do list is one mile long.
work the marigold
get ready for school
pick up contacts
pay my taxes
make a massage appointment
burn all pictures to disks
burn all pictures.
pick out a new cell phone
mail all letters out
talk to em
sleeeep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

whatever- whatever- whatever-

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 04:56:23 GMT

i am doing well
smiling a lot more
pretty happy
working 14 hour s \\\\ a day
i have too many phones to keep up with
i am exhausted
whatEVER
watched as your brains
fell out through your teeth, push the pieces in place
Make your smile
Sweet to see,
Don’t you take this away

paint me any face you wanted me to be seen.

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 03:32:22 GMT

i like the way it smells after the rain

friday:
Friday-----
was AWESOME!!!
morning nap. yucky mcds/mrtn arbys.
fun FUN traffic. nearly at a stand still. =)
there was lots of rain!! i enjoy rain.
$60 free iTunes cards. lines for the bathrooms were LONG.
i put in my nose ring w/out looking when it fell out.
big accomplishment.
Ben Folds was Incredible - SERIOUSLY wayy awesome.
i would love to see him again.
[paint me any face you wanted me to be seen.]
and then we walked a stage over to see
Fleet Foxes play white winter hymnal -
AND WE DANCED. [to keep their little heads from fallin' in the snow]
i listened to it and didn't have to miss him. so wonderful!
then we saw bon iver.
then the decemberists which were WAY awesome.
i loved them.
the girls...their voices... WOW/
really WOW performance. especially the one w/short dark hair
shara her name is even real pretty/
they were impressive. 'auughg'
ANDREW BIRD
we saw the LOVE and MARRIAGE fountain from
married with children> coolness.
Of Montreal were spunky and fun.
we danced lots.
we left pretty early b/c we didnt care to see
of leon i didnt care to see depeche mode either.
wanted to see snoop and Tool :/ missed them.
we did walk ALL OVER chicago
many o blocks the city was BEAUTIFUL
kinda romantic like.
and got lost together but not really lost.
we were just looking for California pizza Kitchen.
o well we found a Bennigans opened.
Like something i thought was dead was totally open for business.
? is there an open S&B somewhere?
we had good foods. salmon =)
And I hops in my ride to make a quick run
he got us out of all that insane traffic.
Massive crowds of people from Lollapalooza.
wowowow.
eventually he got tired so i took the wheel.
i kept wanting to fall asleep but cool air and blink kept me awake.
i am never going to miss a year of Lollapalooza.
Thank You Eli for making that amazing friday possible.
Saturday:
the next morning i sped to work cuz i woke up late.
i made it on time.
beca was beautiful with her maid of honor dress on.
jane and tina we had fun. i was acting up cuz i was so tired.
i asked so many dumb questions.
got my suit on and got eli
we went to karens
SAW jaylin and katelyn i love them
they are growin UP
i swam with jade =)
that dam is somethin.
talked to meleah and held her brand new baby boy.
Hunter, tiny lil man.
josh dunked me twice.
ma karen meleah wendy dawn talked and had fun swimming.
great grandma aderholt turned 92!! woohooo!
she was sweet
she seems to be getting old for some reason.
like suddenly she is acting older.
its odd.
she still looks healthy and beautiful.
ice cream and cake!
then we went to pchs to see dalton's ladyfriend katrina in the
miss marigold pageant.
eli played his dsi
Whyyyy in the world was heath in it? odd desciption
"she tells bad jokes cant keep a job enjoys harry potter" can draw stick figures with chalk
wins runner up and miss congeniality/ so did jess.
anyways/// diane Jess won!!!!
ahhhh i am so happy for her!
she is beautiful and i loved playing soccer with her she is incredibly kind.
sweetest girl in that school glad she won. (raincoat/dress comment)
katrina is a sweetie too.
saw edwards and curry <3 i miss jr. high!!!! ah i loved edison/
had some monicals yeahhhh! i love monicals.
went to j dirts she put a flower in my hair.
russ talked about the home.
becca and i went home and watched seinfeld a lot of episodes
so freaking hillarious.
i slept
Sunday:
then mim picked me up we got breakfast @ hardes then went to church.
sunday school. made cards for mable in childrens church.
took jeanine to the front she was running chasing eli
trying to steal his shirt off of him!
we walked into qdoba and right back out.
eli took me to carlos o'kellys.
then we didnt put in pineapple express
instead we crashed.
_
now i am home watching deeds and eating cheese and crackers
with ma and dalton.
my phone fell into soda it is broke.
but i have two phones i am using besides that one now.
in between plans.
lizs laptop is broke.
caleb is in town and going to icc.
i am going to pet a tiger friday and invite farson.
i have work in a few hours. orientation.
often times we get a glimpse of something
or a blurb of information and think we have it all figured out
like we know it all
the WHOLE story.
from brief observation or a short conversation.
but really we just know a piece.
a single slice or a couple slices of information.
with this mindset many naive assumptions are made.
i need to stay as far away from this way of thinking
as possible. w/e
catching up on my bb11
got too much sleep today
showmance: jordan<3jeff
when i start stalking house guests' mypsaces
it is official: i am obsessed with big brother

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

u dnt no me @ all

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 05:37:24 GMT

First, I want to start off by saying i really enjoyed Harry Potter last night
i worked 6:30-3 then dalton and i went to HP and then went next door to see the hangover
harry potter thrilled me I CAN't wait until the next one. i am going to start reading the last book. the hangover had me laughin a lot. but just like when i snuck into eurotrip
i saw disgusting nude males. ick

made over $1000000 today-
today i worked from 6:30 am until 9 pm
That is a lot of freaking hours my friends.
i had a blast though
I can't express how much i love my new job.
considering my 3rd grade ambition of playing with chemicals and mixing them.
and where i am now . SOOn to be making IVs
my first set of tests came back today bacteria free
which means i am well on my way to mixing up some IVs!
yay.
went to kroger after the hospital and worked with jane
we joked A LOT and got snippy with eachother
beca and jdirt came to see me
=)
eli came to see me after work
and got me this new rasberry smeling nail polish and
this biologe mousse is my new favorite.
in the back garbage.
my feet hurt but... i need to rest cuz
i am going to LOLLAPALOOZA tomorrow too see
ben FOLDS
The: dezemberists
de-peche M0-de
0f m0ntreal
w/e we heard in the carrr
i am 8o% sure i am moving out and in with emily!

so i finally have a phone and a provider i am 100%
content with and now i am supposed to go and pick out a new phone and be with US cell
BOO!
i love my rumor.
nice message to wake up to
i'm on top of the world looking down at creation and the
only explaination i can find is the love that i've found
since you been around

left $ in the uscan
got recruited
"hey wanna go to the cath lab with me"
just as
nikki was going to spill what i wanted to hear
hope ronnie goes this week ronnie MUST go.

Things just keep looking UP and UP!!!

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 04:16:15 GMT

today was amazing!
i am working in a hospital-
it feels like the 1st day of the rest of my life.
walking down the hospital hallways
providing much care
its what i want to do
its who i want to be
i want patients to be able to count on me
and i want to make such a difference
in many O lives helping people that aren't well
i want to try my very best to be a joyful worker too. :)
so far everything is going well
took computer training
got a tb test shot
had a tenderlion alone like
effing steven glansberg lolz (alone)
learned all about IV's and took more tests
ran into barfield
went to kroger
came home chopped onion for sloppy joes
did the wii fit with my ma
i am losing weight !
my goal says i need to lose 2.2 lbs by friday
i don't think it will happen!
eli dalton and i watched the princess bride movie
now im in my room
enjoying all the happiness of the day
/ happy birthday derek /

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

5 am will come so early

Let the screaming begin

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 22:10:23 GMT

i'm not suggesting you up and line me up for questioning
but jesus think about the bridges you are burning
so go ahead and talk about your bad day...
i want all the details of the pain and misery
that you are inflicting on the others
i consider them my sisters and i'd like their numbers

brandy remmbered dalton/me at church.
she looks shorter.
she is still alive
havent seen her in a decade.
got a frisbee with dalton.
slept the day away.
wont catch me smiling on a day like this.
work starts tomorrow i am going to find somee scrubs now
not the boy kind either

dont like nat ronnie or jessie in bb11

so i knew about this tragic event:

A 17-year-old male was ticketed for driving under the influence Monday in connection with an accident that killed a Peoria mother and her young son on Manito Road Saturday morning.

WHAT i didn't know:

Tazewell County Sheriff’s Department Capt. Billy Merrill said that Colby Maile, 17, of 1102 S. Third St., Pekin, and Joseph Cherry, 19

i grew up with colby,
he was always a mean kid.
a good chunk of my childhood was spent with this punk
i knew joe cherry he liked me for a short spell
i though he was a 10ser.
guess i was right.